My Mum

So by now i guess some of you probably know but all the trouble we had with my mum and her heart has come back and in quite spectacular fashion (not that it really ever went away). My mum has suffered from a heart condition for many years now the condition she has is degenerative and as such she will never recover. However all seeming fine until a few days ago when she went for a yearly check up at St Georges hospital in London and things have gone down hill it would seem rather quickly. last year the functionality of my mum's heart was 55% this has since fallen to 30%-40% not good at all. The result of this will mean my mum will have to have another kind of pacemaker fitted and although this is worrying if it means this is more effective then it can only be a good thing. Also they have found there may be a part of her heart missing and this is most probably something genetic as such she will need to attend genetic counseling and in turn myself and my brother may need to go for tests.

I tell you this as i guess up untill now i have been able to detach myself from it. it's irritating that something that as a family we had kinda forgotten about has come bk and i feel just so helpless in this situation. Anyway i guess i just wanted to let you know what was happening so that you could pray about it or keep her in your thoughts. Expressing myself on here as i really feel is rather hard but i guess this is something i just need to work out of myself but i guess it kinda is putting other things into perspective